My Heart

Saturday morning I woke up to a startling scream, then silence... I picked my baby up to bring him into the light and saw his eyes rolling back and his hands in tight fists...... my heart dropped and my tears poured... tried to gain composure to call 911.. the operator could barely hear me because I always let my baby chew on the phone.. ugh... but I knew he was having a seizure.. Ive seen it before in friends and family, never thought I would witness it with my baby boy.. :( the paramedics got to us when it was over and he was acting like a regular little boy but with a fever and they told me that was normal for young babies to get seizures when they have high temps.  I took him in myself to get checked out instead of a ride on the ambulance.. right after they said he would be fine he had another seizure, I couldnt stop crying because the dr got nervous.. then anther while my mom was there and each one lasted longer and my heart hurt more and more, My heart ached for my babys smile while he layed there staring up at nothing while the seizure took over his chubby yet tough little body.  No response from him for awhile no calling out to be carried or hugged.... all I could do was pray.......

Lovin Halloween :)

this year has been cold already! hate when snow comes before the day or trick or treatin... oh well :)

Oh the road trips....

Drove to AZ this past weekend for my cousin Selus wedding, so much fun :) but when is it ever not fun when your with fam! story of my life :) congrats Selu and Jason Vanloo

Football Season!

This year my little brother is gettin some play time down at SUU :) and my brother in law is playing here at the U! its so fun to go and watch :) I was just down in San Jose to see them lose a close one to SJC ugh... but I loved getting to hang with all my cousins (lavells number one fans :)) and good friends I havent seen in awhile! Im pretty sure Ill watch a U game soon but Im booked for the game against TCU, should be a good one.  We are back in school mode and Im hopin and prayin it will go by fast...

Pre K is back on :)

My Athena Torika is back in pre school this fall, she is lovin it sooooo much :) I am the worst mom, no kinda pictures from her first day LOL oh well we will have pictures when shes off to Kindergarten... wow it seems way too fast :(

 My baby is crazy and sooo active that he keeps me too busy to be sad so I laugh at his crazy face he makes when hes pulling my hair or throwin his baby food at anything white... oh the life :)

busy busy summer= family famili familia :)

This summer I had the chance to hang out with so many of my close cousins that came out for my sisters wedding! On our trip to Southern California, I got to meet many of my husbands very loving family that helped raise him throughout his childhood :)Had a IKA and Sika family reunion and Ha'akame village reunion that was never ending fun. My brother in law got married and again we saw so much family that we hadnt seen since our wedding (5yrs ago), went out to vegas for my cousin selus bridal shower :) made a quick trip to the bay area to kick it with my sisters that I grew up with *tears*... soo much going on that once I have a free weekend, I dont know what to do with myself ha ha maybe I should try cleaning lol

Athena Tolika.............. Torika :)

My Daughter Athena Tolika turned 4 this past week and cant wait for school... :( growing too fast!
and Achilles turned 7 months
He crawls... fast lol eats like a man ha and loves to cuddle... love my lil fatty

We had cupcakes in the courtyard, and celebrated at Disneyland last weekend

California was sooooooo fun maybe because we had so much time together as a family... 

no soccer games, tee ball games, rugby practice, laundry, dishes, or husband at work all day and night